2012年11月12日月曜日

Heian Romance: 5. The Regent's story


5. The Regent’s story

Whenever there’s rain, part of the palace will tend to struck by lighting and follow up by fire. This is the disadvantage of the Heian’s housing structure, as there are mainly made of papers and woods. However, people during this period believe that the courtiers’ hedonistic attitude had angered the God, and so He sent the lighting for destruction. Therefore when it rains, the court’s Onmyoji (Shinto priest) will gather together and beg for His mercy.

The Regent Fujiwara no Tadamichi was reading in the royal secret achieve at the deep end of the palace when it rains, one late night. The lightning strikes a bridge in the palace suddenly, not only cut off Tadamichi’s way back, but also made him accidentally lost his candle and twisted his ankle, leaving him painfully alone in dark.  

“My lady, there’s a fire at the bridge nearby the royal secret achieve!” alerted Ryoko to her mistress.

“We better go and figure out what had happen.”

They found Tadamichi in pain when they reached, and bring him back to Yuiko’s quarter for treatment.

***

“Sorry to have you here for treatment. Since this is the isolated side of the palace, I don’t think the guards will be here any moment.” Yuiko apologized to the Regent Tadamichi as she applies some herbs to his hurt ankle.

“No, it was me who should apologize, to cause such trouble to you. But still I am surprised to know that you have the knowledge of medicine. Both of you really look alike…”

“You mean me and my father? Well yeah, I heard that he’s a physician too.”

“No, I mean your mother. Both of you look so much alike that it gave me a shocked when the first time I saw you…”

“Really? Well I never get the chance to know her or even my father. They were dead few months after I was born. No one in the palace willing to tell me what had happen. They said my parents bring disgrace to the royal family…”

  After a long pause, Tadamichi sighed and starts his story…

“I knew your mother Princess Tamako since we were small. As my mother was her wet nurse, we get to play along and met up very often. Our favorite thing to do was to climb up the roof and begins our own music recital; I would play the flute while she plays the lute. She’s lively, caring, and intelligent, and beats me in almost everything. Not to mention she’s the apple of the former emperor’s eye, and everyone loves her.

We were supposed to get married two years after our adulthood ceremony. But she met your father Abe no Asatori a local peasant physician one day at the market, and fall in love with him at the first sight. She often sneaks out of the palace to see and helps him with his studies in medicine, so often that the emperor himself had grounded her to set foot outside the palace. The love between a princess and a lowly peasant is object and forbid by the court. However, this didn’t stop her thought and love towards your father. They keep on seeing each other and decide to elope after knowing Tamako is pregnant. Nevertheless, their attempt failed and your father was killed by one of the soldier during the elopement, leaving Tamako alone and in despair. Eventually, she decided to follow your father and gave up her life few months after you were born…”

Tadamichi ends his story here. There’s a long silence among them, so silent that the fall of a pin too could be heard clearly. Yuiko glances at Tadamichi and saw that he was in tears. Although already in his middle age, traces of youthfulness still can be found in his face. He has sharp features and an aquiline nose, with his sophisticated and placid attitude, he had becomes one of the handsome man in the court who holds high position. Power, fame and wealth are in his hand; still nothing can fill the emptiness in his heart after Tamako’s death…

Yuiko breaks the silence by saying: “I really envy my mother… Even in death she will always be loved and remembered…”

“……”

“It was you weren’t it, the person who made arrangement for my parents’ meeting despite the objection of the emperor?”

“I….”

“Regent Tadamichi, thank you very much! Our family is greatly in debt to you! Thank you…”said Yuiko grabbing his hand while tears begin to fall from her eyes.

At this moment the rain stops, and the guards arrived for the rescue…
 
* Regent 摂政: In the Heian Period, The Regent is the actual person who exercise power in ruling and governs the country, making the Emperor practically as puppet monach.

Heian Romance: 4. Oxen Street


4. Oxen Street

The Oxen Street is the lowliest part of the Heian capital located just before the Rashomon Gate. People who live here are either beggars or slaves of the local “God Father” Masatoshi. Masatoshi earns his living by trading oxen and slaves with the courtiers. However, he does not take care of his slaves properly, which end up causes high illness and mortality rate among them. If there happens to be an epidemic in the capital, Oxen Street surely will be the source of the sickness, and so it is a God forsaken place where ordinary people wouldn’t want to go.

Yuiko although being courtier, secretly she’s also a practicing physician. She bought a quarter at Oxen Street under the name of Koremitsu and uses as a clinic for the residents around the area. She would come to Oxen Street twice a month to examine and treat the patients without any charges. The locals are very grateful to her and volunteer to take care of the clinic when she’s gone. Therefore, the clinic had becomes the hang up place for them, they would sing song, dance and play games when there’s an occasion.

***

As usual, Yuiko reaches her clinic and was welcomed by the folks as if she was the Savior Himself. Part of her enjoys this moment, as though she was an important person. Despite that fact that she is a princess, she seldom earns respect and appreciation from the court.

 When Yuiko is about to enter the clinic, someone shouted “Scoundrel!!” loudly at the back. She looked back and saw a young man riding a horse approaching her. The man is wearing kariginu (Heian costume) made of high quality silk, and at far Yuiko already knows who that person is. That is Fujiwara no Yorinaga, the son of the Regent.

Yorinaga got down from the horse, past the crowd and walk directly towards Yuiko. Yorinaga is 2 years senior than Yuiko and is famous for his tenacious attitude towards the law. His lifelong aspiration is to bring back the previous glory of the Fujiwara Regent house; with this he will do ANYTHING to achieve his target.

 A closer look at Yorinaga, Yuiko realize that he has fair complexion, a pair of round eyes, straight nose and a delicate mouth. He also dyes his teeth and paints his eyebrow in the courtiers’ fashion, making himself a good looking aristocrat.  

“Scoundrel! Do you know what you did just now at the Gojo Bridge?” shouted Yorinaga angrily.

“I’m sorry sir; I don’t understand what you mean. However instead of hearing you explain the situation, I prefer to get back to my work. There’re many patients waiting to be treated and attended to.”

“This is intolerable!”

Yorinaga continues to mumble around even when Yuiko starts her work. He would follow her here and there complaining, but Yuiko decided to ignore him and let it be. As time goes by the annoying grumbling noise cease, this is due to the fact that involuntarily Yorinaga started to help by distributing medicines to the sick.

At the end of the day, both of them are too tired to move that they slept in the clinic over the night.

Yorinaga wake up the next morning and found that Yuiko is gone. Other than Yuiko, he realizes that his horse is gone too, leaving him alone in this unfavorable place of doom.

“Oh you scoundrel physician! I for sure will revenge on what you had done to me!!”

And so this marks the start of an interesting relationship between Yuiko and Yorinaga.

Heian Romance: 3. Gojo Bridge


3. Gojo Bridge

It is Yuiko’s habit to go to Oxen Street every 1st and 15th day of the month. She goes there by impersonating herself as a young male physician with the name of Koremitsu. In order to reach Oxen Street, she has to pass thru Gojo Bridge; a small one way wooden bridge located at the southeast of the fifth avenue.  

As this day is the 1st day of the month, Yuiko would sneak out from the palace at dawn, ride a horse and gallop her way to the Oxen Street. The traffic usually is smooth during this hour, as people yet to wake up. However today, when she reaches Gojo Bridge, there is a litter with four menservants carrying it at the opposite direction intending to cross the bridge. By looking at the decoration of the litter, Yuiko knows that the person inside must be the Regent Fujiwara no Tadamichi or someone from their family. It is the Heian’s etiquette to give way to the superior especially the royal family and the regent, when passing bridges or streets. However, Yuiko does not intend to do so, she’s the person who shows no concern towards the social ranking.

“Get down from the horse and let our master cross the bridge!” shouted one of the manservants.

“Why should I? Mind you, I reach the bridge before your master, aren’t I suppose to pass first?” questioned Yuiko.

“Fools!  Don’t you know this is the regent’s family palanquin? You must give way to our master!!”

“Make me then!!”

The four menservants drop their master’s litter run towards Yuiko attempting to pull her down from her horse. Yuiko knew their intention and immediately outsmart them by gripping the reins tightly, driving the horse towards their master’s palanquin, and jump over it swiftly. It is Yuiko’s first attempt to ride dangerously and yet she succeeded leaving the courtier and his servants stupefied.

“Kimiharu, who was that scatterbrain?! This is absolutely intolerable!!” finally the menservants’ master voice up angrily.

“I’m sorry master, we do not know him.” Replied Kimiharu.

“Shame of you! Quick, get me a horse and I’ll chase after him! Have to teach this rowdy rogue a lesson!!”

“But master…”

“No but!! Do it!!”

The servant Kimiharu went to the neighboring household pay them handsomely in exchange for their horse.

After crossing Gojo Bridge, Yuiko reaches Oxen Street, never would she knows that the master she just provoked is secretly following her at the back.

Heian Romance: 2. The Paulownia Hall


2.The Paulownia Hall
“My lady, you must get ready for the meeting. We can’t be late; it will give them bad impression!” said Ryoko to her mistress worriedly.
“How many times do I need to tell you that I don’t intend to go to this arrange married interview?” said her mistress.
“But my lady, this is the invitation directly from the Regent Fujiwara no Tadamichi himself. It is a once in a lifetime chance that you couldn’t bares to miss.”
“The Regent you said?  As if I would really give a damn! Why bother to go when eventually you already know the answer. The highly respected Regency family for sure will reject me. What is I Fujiwara no Yuiko to them? I can’t bring them glory, nor bring them prosperity. My marriage with them will only dishonor their honorable family’s name.”
“Please, my lady, don’t be so pessimistic! Come on, wear your junihitoe and let’s proceed to the Paulownia hall!” hastened Ryoko to her mistress Yuiko.
 
***
The hall was named Paulownia is due to the fact that it is surrounded by many Paulownia trees. Paulownia is known in Japanese as ‘kiri’. It is a customary to plant a Paulownia tree when a baby girl was born, and then to make it into a dresser as a wedding present when she married. And so with its relation to marriage, The Paulownia Hall has been used as a place for the princesses’ married interview ever since it was build a century ago.
Ryoko and her mistress Yuiko arrived just in time before the Regent Fujiwara no Tadamichi and his adopted son Yorinaga enter the Paulownia hall. Due to the knotty rules and regulations in the court, even on the married interview, women have to stay behind the bamboo veils all the time. They will only be judged by the way they speak and their demeanor through the shadows projected behind the veils.
“My lady, I present you the Regent and his son the acting middle counselor Yorinaga.”
Both of them bow down to Yuiko as Ryoko introduced the guests individually. Due to the lack of lighting in the hall, Yuiko scarcely sees the appearance of their guests behind the veils, and it irritates her. She goes near the veils and draws it up without giving any signal. Her sudden movement gave everyone a shock.
“My lady, what were you doing? Quick, hang back the veils!!”
  “Since I know there will be rejection, why not take this opportunity to see the look of the person I’m dealing with? It would be interesting isn’t it?”
The Regent Tadamichi at first was shocked by Yuiko’s action, but settled to his placid self immediately as Yuiko speaks. Though pleasant and calm, his face gave an enigmatic look when he saw Yuiko in person. As for his son Yorinaga, he keeps on shaking his head, frowning and says “This is absurd!!”all along the event.
A father and a son with a totally opposite personality, these were the guests Yuiko met an afternoon in the year 1132.
 
*junihitoe 十二単 : an extreme elegant and highly complex kimono that is only worn by court lady in Japan 

Heian Romance: 1. Shadow in the palace



Recently I’m so bored and so had decided to write a short story. Use this opportunity to pass time and refine my English language. It’s a simple romance set line in the 11th century Heian period of Japan. Basically I know nothing much about this period’s history or culture, so don’t query me about it. Also, since it is “refine English language” that we are talking about, so you won’t expect to see 100% no grammatical error passage. Other than that hope you guys take it easy and enjoy the story. Thanks~


1.Shadow in the palace

The Heian period, it is the time, where the rich, the courtiers indulge in wine, songs, gambling day and night; while the poor suffers, begging their whole life for a decent meal, a place where they can warm themselves over the long harsh winter. Between the heaven and hell there stands a level where people refuse to speak of it. They called it the taboo zone. This is a grey world where the offspring of the union between the courtier and the lowly live. These people were looked down by everyone, even the poor; for they do not fit anywhere in the society.

***

It is the ladies in waiting’s job to blow off every candle in the palace every night before they gone to bed.

“What is that place over there?” asked the younger lady in waiting to her older superior while pointing towards a lighted old, shabby, isolated quarter at the deep end of the palace.

“I don’t know. We are prohibited to go there, so let’s just leave it alone then.” said the older superior.

“But the light is on isn’t it? Aren’t we supposed to blow off every candle in the palace?”

“Except that! Listen, you better don’t try goofing around that place! That is where the shadow of the palace lives! The shadow will come out every now and then to hunt for its meal. Though I haven’t seen the shadow in person, but they said it consumes human and animals’ souls. Cadavers can be found everywhere around that quarter.”

“……”

“Speaking of cadavers, did you smell that pungent smells?

“I do!! Run!!”

2012年7月4日水曜日

喝采

これは私が好きな昭和時代の歌。特に一青窈のバージョンが大好きです~
いつものように 幕が開き
恋の歌 うたう私に
届いた報せは 黒いふちどりがありました          ふちどり:hemming, border
あれは三年前 止めるアナタ駅に残し
動き始めた汽車に ひとり飛びのった                  飛びのった:jumped
ひなびた町の昼下がり                                              ひなびた: rural
教会の前にたたずみ                                                 たたずみ: stand still
喪服の私は 祈る言葉さえ失くしてた
つたがからまる 白いカベ                                White wall that entangled by ivy                              
ほそいかげ ながくおとして
ひとりの私は こぼす涙さえ忘れてた
暗い待合室 話すひともないわたしの
耳に私のうたが 通りすぎてゆく
いつものように 幕が開く
降りそそぐ ライトのその中
それでも わたしは
今日も 恋の歌うたって

2012年7月2日月曜日

愛と誠のファンタジア



この数日ずっと耳に回っている歌はこの曲です。

一青窈

愛と誠のファンタジア

作詞:一青窈
作曲:小林武史

不思議だけど
望むものは
いつも不安のそばにある
ふと立ち止まるあなたの癖も             ふと=suddenly
私だけのものだと思ってた 馬鹿みたい

あとどれくらい あとどれくらい 女は愛を知ってく
あとどれくらい あとどれくらい 男は愛を捨ててく
夢の中に 夢をみては 歩いてゆくの

好かれることばかり
考え込むんじゃなくて                                                      考え込む: lost in thought
あなたを
好きになりたい
嫌われた理由がわからないなんて
“自分ばっか‥”は思い上がり                                          思い上がり: egoism

まだ果てしなく まだ果てしなく 私は愛を知ってく           果てしなく: eternally
まだ果てしなく まだ果てしなく あなたは愛を捨ててく
答え合わせしないままに 歩いてゆくの                           答え合わせ:check answer

母の中にある少女 風にほどかれたその髪                     ほどかれた: loosened         
名前まではじめて知った日
一生分の心拍数使い切るほどの告白
ふたりの間柄の速度

あなたが望んで 私が笑顔になること
意地になって固まること 嘘やごまかし               意地になって: stubbornly      ごまかし:deception      
死にゆくビル 電線のない空を悲しみ
泣くほどのことじゃないのに

夜も朝も雨も陽も 秋も冬も春も夏も
それはすべてが
愛と誠が織りなしていく
愛と誠のファンタジア

あとどれくらい あとどれくらい 女は愛を知ってく
あとどれくらい あとどれくらい 男は愛を捨ててく
夢の中に 夢をみては 歩いてゆくの
愛の中に 愛をみつけて 歩いてゆくの