2013年1月25日金曜日

気に入った事―松平容保と敏姫


平安ロマンの後の第一ブログです。

今回はまた気に入る事についてのブログです。

昨年2012年は平安時代の一年です。年が明けたらまた新しい大河ドラマを放送します。今年のは「八重の桜」です。今までは3エピを放送したが、「平清盛」のほうが面白いと思います。たぶん私は平安時代の事が好きだから。主人公平清盛ではなく、彼の周りの人、頼長や、鳥羽院が好きです。同じ今年の「八重の桜」もほかのキャーストが好きです。

特にその人――

綾野剛を演じる松平容保です~

そのメイクが凄く似合うでしょう。

何処かで悲しみ込まれた顔、そしてその淡々な笑顔が惹かれました。

それより、容保と正室敏姫の物語りも注意を払っています。大部の人は容保と綺麗な照姫の事が気に入ったが、私は可愛い敏姫のほうが好きです。19歳の若さで亡くなった、もし一度も夫容保に愛されなかったら、彼女の人生は大層苦しかったです。何卒、一度でも敏姫を幸せにしてください!!

2013年1月14日月曜日

Heian Romance: 26.夢詠みThe song of dream part 2


26. 夢詠みThe song of dream part 2

In a small settlement at the eastern part of the country lives a couple with two children. They are physicians who provide health care services for the villagers. Most of their services are free but sometimes in return the local will bring crops and poultries for their family. 

 “Thank you, madam physician for saving my son’s life! I am sorry that I couldn’t repay your with money. But here are some fresh eggs my hen laid this morning; I hope that you’ll like it…”

“Of course!”

After sending her last patient back to her house, the lady of the house called for her children to get ready for dinner.

“Tadamichi, Tamako! Quit playing and come back for dinner! But before that make sure you are squeaky clean!”

“Yes, mother!” replied her children. Although at young age, both of her children Tadamichi eight years old boy and Tamako five years girl resemble their parents, which are blessed with good looking and on par with the elegant courtiers in the capital. 

While preparing dinner in the kitchen, suddenly someone hug the lady tightly at her back…

“What’s for dinner dear? Eggs, I presume? ”

“Stop it! The children will be watching!!”

“No worries I had already checked, they are still taking their bath!”

“Why you cunning fellow!!”

“I’ll take that as a compliment!”

Still not releasing his hand from the lady’s waist the master of the house continued:

“Do you regret for leaving the court life and stay in this stage of poverty?”

“No and never will. My vocation was never to live as a pampered princess in the court. What about you?”

“Absolutely not!”

“Just as Saigyo the monk had mentioned, this is the beautifulness of life. To live in a life of fulfilled dream and to live in order to fulfill dreams…”

“Indeed with you here I’m living in a life of fulfilled dream, and together let’s work hard to fulfill our dream which is to help the poor that in need of medical treatment. Well, I have another dream though…”

“What is it?”

“You see we have our little Tadamichi and little Tamako. But what about little Asatori and little Norikiyo then?”

“Why you!! What do you think I am, sow? I’m not going to do so!! I refused to accept your suggestion!!”

“I’ll make you! After all you’re my one and only beloved sow!!”

 The couple’s flirtatious quarrels will go on and on even when they reached old age. This is because they are truly and deeply in love with each other.

Their name----- Yorinaga and Yuiko.

 

~The End~

 

Afterword: Finally I managed to finish this short story. I would like to thank my best friend and the one and only reader Isabelle!!Ha-ha!! Also I want to thank Mr. Fujiwara no Yorinaga my 2012 year lover too! Without him I wouldn’t have anything to write. Lolz~

While writing this story, I come across few songs which can represent the feelings of the story. They are:

1.      by中孝介 – represents the fruitless romance of the Regent Fujiwara no Tadamichi.

2.      情歌 from平清盛soundtrack – during sad time

3.       夢詠み...紀行  from平清盛soundtrack- which I use it for the title of the last 2 chapters.

4.       Deepness by MISIA- the theme song for Yuiko and Yorinaga.

Next, I may be writing another story as I started to be fond of this person Matsudaira Katamori (The last lord of Aizu clan, protector of Kyoto and the initiator of Shinsengurumi), his personality I guess was more like the placid Fujiwara no Tadamichi instead. Nevertheless I don’t think it will be that soon, as I haven’t really understood this person…

Last but not least, life is short thus living it to the fullness. Dare to dream, dare to fulfill!!

By nanaho88

12:43am January 14, 2013

Heian Romance 25:夢詠みThe song of dream part 1


25. 夢詠みThe song of dream part 1

“Dream…it must be...it must be a dream!!” Yuiko keeps on mumbling away to herself. She couldn’t believe and accept what was happening in front of her. Suddenly, someone give her a slap on the chin; the painful burning sensation woke her up from delirium. That person was Saigyo the monk…

“Yuiko, wake up!! This is not the time for sentimental! If you didn’t act now Yorinaga will be dead by losing too much blood!!”

“But….but I can’t… I don’t know what to do…”

“Nonsense, you’re a practiced physician!!”

“I….”

“Stop hesitating!! Do it!!”

With this Yuiko closed her eyes said a prayer, swallowed a deep breath and started to work on this seems to be impossible mission…

Together with Saigyo and Yorinaga’s servants they moved him to a small abandoned temple for treatment. After much adverse attempts, Yuiko finally managed to stop his wound from bleeding. However no matter what she did Yorinaga still remains unconscious. Whether will he be awake, it’s all really depends on his will to live…

Just in this precarious situation, the Regent Fujiwara no Tadamichi arrived at the temple with numbers of fully armed warriors…

“What are you doing here? Don’t you ever try to lay a hand on Yorinaga!! Get away from us! You’re not welcome here!!”shouted Yuiko furiously.

“Princess Yuiko, I meant you no harm. Please listen to me… In a short while, the Goshirakawa’s army with be here to capture the war criminals. With me here are few trustable guards they will escort you and Yorinaga to a safer place. I beg you to do as I said and leave this place immediately! Please outsmart the army and survive, don’t ever repeat the same mistake your parents made years ago!! I may be as you had said coward and selfish but in order to protect the one I cherish, I am willfully to do atrocious deeds, be humiliated or even to give out my life…”

This was the second time where Tadamichi arranged an escape for his love one. Previously was Fujiwara no Tamako and now Yuiko. While witnessing Yuiko’s escape, her mother Tamako ran across his mind, his love towards both of them was beyond description yet it was destined to be a fruitless romance. Thus the only thing he can do is to help them to get their happiness, a way he defines his love…

Hundred of horseback warriors reached the temple short moment later, with the aid of Tadamichi Yuiko managed to escape narrowly. However on the run Yorinaga’s wound manifested again and fresh blood started to gush out…

2013年1月13日日曜日

Heian Romance: 24. Destiny


 24. Destiny

After had been defeated in the war, Yorinaga and his servants ran overnight from temple at Arashi Mountain to fisherman village at Ooigawa River to seek for refuge. At last when he couldn’t bear anymore pain on his neck, his last wish was to seek his father Fujiwara noTadazane’s absolution at Nara…

They reached Tadazane’s quarter in Nara at the early dawn of 13th on the seventh month. However they were rejected at the front of the house…

“Master Tadazane, your son Yorinaga seeks for an audience. He is seriously injured.”

After much thinking, Tadazane finally open his mouth and said: “Let him go.”

“What? Sir, wouldn’t you want to see him, your son?”

“Sorry to say but being shot by an arrow means a bad omen, such person will only bring ill fortune to the Fujiwara clan. Thus, kindly please leave before the master is angry.” Said one of Tadazane’s servants.

“But Yorinaga is Master Tadazane’s son!! Please!! Please let our Master Yorinaga in!! Open the door, please!! Even a glance will do, please I beg you!!”

There wasn’t any replies afterwards…

As if had been thrown into an endless pit, his father’s envenomed rejection had made him give way to hopeless never ending grief…

At this very last hour, he remembered the old time when he’s name is still Ayawaka playing hide and seek in this very spot with his father Tadazane. Tadazane’s every move, every single action, his fatherly stern expression, and warm hands all of these had deeply imprinted on Yorinaga’s mind…

Tears overflow, with much despair he breaths in deeply for the last time, draws his whole body’s last energy to his jaw and bites his own tongue off…

Blood was oozing from his mouth; the vivid in color warm fluid slowly dyed his snow white robe into fresh red…

In front of this despondent scene, stood Yuiko strongly shaken by what she had witnessed…

2013年1月9日水曜日

Heian Romance: 23. The Hougen War


23. The Hougen War

“My inner heart? What does Saigyo means? What is he trying to tell me?”  

While thinking about Saigyo words, the veil of the Hougen War draws quietly, like a shadow in dark…

It all begins when Minamoto no Yoshitomo a Genji warrior of the Goshirakawa’s army suggested night ambush towards Yorinaga’s. This idea was fully supported by the Regent Fujiwara no Tadamichi, however Yuiko thinks the other way round. Night ambush means to attack the other party at night when people are at rest; this would be cowardice and ignoble action, but sadly Yuiko was in no position to stop them. And so the Goshirakawa’s army had their ambush at four in the morning marking the starts of the 1st war after almost a century of peacefulness------ The Hougen War.

From time to time informers come and go bringing the latest information regarding the war to people at Takamatsu Palace. All of them were good victory news nevertheless these didn’t lighten Yuiko’s mind; the reason she had been paying attention to the monotonous informers was waiting for them to inform her HIS whereabouts…  

At last slightly before end of the day, one informer rush in bringing the news that the war is over with mentions of the name Fujiwara no Yorinaga…

The Hougen War lasted for only a day leaving Sudoku’s army totally defeated, it all ended when the war general Fujiwara no Yorinaga was shot by an arrow during his flees…

“Minister of left Yorinaga was shot?!”

As if had been struck by the lightning, Yuiko had gone sobers up, now only would she realize all along it is Yorinaga that she really wants …

Without much thinking she stood up, gathered all her medicines and head for the exit of Takamatsu Palace. However at the gate, she was stopped by the Regent Fujiwara no Tadamichi…

“Yuiko, stop it! Don’t go. You don’t know what you are going to meet!”

“Get away from me. I must go, no matter how dangerous the outside world is! If not I’ll regret!!”

 “Do you know where he is? No!! So just let him die, he’s a now war criminal!! And you are a princess he’s no good for you now!!”

“How can you say such words? You are his brother and you used to be his foster father too!! He’s now in danger yet you still talk ill about him!! How cruel!!”

“Yuiko, I’m doing this is for the sake of you! Yorinaga is now a war criminal, going off to see him will only make you one of his accomplices! Although I’m his brother, but law is law I must obey it!”

“You are a coward then!! From the way you accepted Yoshitomo night ambush’s suggestion, you are no better than those rascals!! Now I finally understand why mother chose father instead of you, because you are a selfish good-for-nothing timorous fool!! You never get her and you’ll never get me either!!”

Yuiko pushed Tadamichi’s off and haste towards the disastrous outside world…

Part of Yuiko agreed with Tadamichi as she doesn’t know Yorinaga’s whereabouts, rushing out without any plans would be a ludicrous act. Nevertheless her inner heart told her to act before she could feel sorry about it. Thus will she be able to find him in this havoc state, it’s all depends on their destiny…

2013年1月1日火曜日

2013 New Year Resolution


明けましておめでとうございます。無事で新しい年2013年を迎えにきました。新たな年、新しい見込みをしましょう!!

それは、

1.この年の中で、修士プログラムを終了するつもり。

2.英語GREと日本語N1を習いきりつもり。

3.もっと4キロを減るつもり。

4.恋するつもり。

目安を叶えるために、昨年にもまして努力しなければなりません。

平で、夢中まみれ日々を過ごすように、心よりお祈りをします。

では、今年も宜しくお願い致します。

2013年、頑張りましょう!!

Happy New Year!! And so, peacefully we welcomed the year 2013. As the beginning of a new year, let’s make some resolutions~

That is to:

1.       Finish my master at the end of the year 2013.

2.       Learn all the GRE words and Japanese N1.

3.       Lose 4 kg.

4.       Be in love. Lolz.

So in order to fulfill these resolutions, I have to work harder as compare to last year.

2013 Fighting!!

p.s. That’s the Ro-kimono that I bought at komtar.