ペナン黄花

毎年清明節の時、黄色花が盛り咲く。

この花はペナンでどこでもあるので、「ペナン黄花」と呼ばれている。

風を吹くとき、

黄色花びらはひらひらとして散る、

雨のように美しい。

毅力

每年这个时候就会有燕子到我家天台那里造巢。妈妈非常不喜欢这事因为担心这些燕子随地大小便，所以就不断地把它们造好的巢给清除掉。只是你今日清除，明日它还是照样的造起来。明日清除，它后日又再造个新的，真的是伤脑筋呀！

不过这就是所谓的毅力。燕子们为了建造新的巢就算面临了几次失败还是不怕被打倒。想想它们小小的身躯在树林中寻找树枝，一枝枝咬在口里然后飞到我家天台，来来去去不知多少趟才可以成功造成一个巢。原本以为辛苦了一天终于大功告成，只是第二天飞回来又全军覆没了，还得要重新开始。但是它们还是不怕失败一而再再而三地回来。

若我是个燕子我想第二天看见巢没了，心里就极度地被打倒，不断地自备自弃了。

其实毅力这个东西乃是人们的本性。只是随着时代的变迁，人们也只想着迅速致富物质享受，遇到挫折时就动不动想着轻身，完全忘了 “Rome was not build in a day”的道理。

虽说人是世上的掌权者，其实有时我们的行动反而比那些动物更加地愚蠢、无知。有些事物我们反而还要从它们身上学习。

就如life span只有一天的萤火虫及某类蝴蝶，虽然在这世上的时间只有短短地24小时，它们却把自己的生命活得如璀璨般明亮、闪耀。我们人呢？

遇到不顺时不妨看看窗外的事物，看看周围，世界并不是相像地那么狭窄，无望。窗外地事物，大自然或许会给我们更大的启发呢。。

韓国ドラマ: Salaryman Chohanji

皆さん、こんにちは、今日は三月の初ブログを書きます。

最近、研究につき、ずっと忙しかったから、休憩の時間があまりありませんでした。もしろん、ブログを書く時間もなかった。

さて、今日の話は：私の３月お気に入りモノ

つまり、この３月の中で、私を好きなモノについて書くことです。

それは：History of Salarymanという韓国ドラマです。

中国歴史Liu Bang and Xiang Yuに基づいてしたドラマが、ストーリラインは現代です。脚本は気軽で、面白くて、本当に待たれる良作です。そして、役者たちの演技も一番です。特にその主人公Yu Bangを演じたLee  Bum Sooです。

その上、このドラマの中で一番好きなカップルはHang WooとWoo Heeです。

この二人のインターラックションは可愛くて、見たも恋したいなぁ～という感じられました。

だからこのドラマをお勧めます～

もし時間があれば、必ずこのドラマを見てください。

Purple and Pink

So few weeks ago, my colleague told me: So Sylvia I know what your favourite colour is.

Me: Yeah? What is it?

He: Pink.

And I was like why?

He: Well because your mouse it pink, your school bag is pink, your file is pink and also your shoes are pink.

Yeah! I never think about that. All things around me are pink, but on the other hand, my favourite colour is not pink.

It’s purple.

Therefore come to think about it, although purple is my favourite colour, but I don’t really have much purple colour’s stuff.  Why is that so?

Because, I don’t have much choice. Pink is considered a more popular colour, we can find pink’s stuff anywhere. As for purple you need to pay a little higher price or effort in order to obtain those stuffs.

 And so the conclusion is…

I love money and less effort more compare to my favourite colour --- purple.

Another lame blog… LOL

Take it easy

I am serious person. I just can’t take things easily. Especially those involve with me, for example, my research. When I saw my colleague or juniors being hard working, I start to envy them and try to think or plan what I should do next. But then experiment sometimes has pending time, needs to wait. I can’t let myself be idle, because seeing I have nothing to do makes me feel guilty or worry.  Worries like I have been idle for so long how am I going to graduate in 2 years time? Or Will my experiment going to be success? Etc.

This is the bad habit of a person who can’t take it easy and with unsecure personality.

Just this afternoon, my seniors told me I should come to work during the weekends, as it will help to speed up my research.  But I can’t, I mean I’m busy during the weekends, family time, need to clean up, and going to the church and last but not least rest time. I have my own reasons and point of view, but still, their words haunt me till now…

I am a perfectionist but I waste a lot of time just to ponder. To must thinking and planning but no actual action, so, end up nothing. Then worrying again…

Why can’t I just take it easy? Forget about everything enjoy my weekends thoroughly and starts a new energetic day on Monday?

Last Tuesday night, I got rejected for home tuition. My 1^st student suddenly sms me that night and told me that she wants to stop the tuition after 1 month tuition. Again, I started to worry, was it my method of teaching?  But what I worried most is that without the tuition fee how am I going to help my parents? [Now the economy is very bad and their business doesn’t goes well, and as their only daughter I got this responsibility to help them] Then I get another case of tuition RM600 3hrs, once a week teaching private school’s form 3 math, science and geography. It’s a good bargain; still I worry again whether I’ll be able to teach or not because the standard of private school is higher than the PMR, etc. But then I still yet to receive call from the student. Then my dad said just takes it easy. If she calls then accept it, if not forget about it…

I had been wondering why I’m so persistent or should I say stubborn? Why can’t I just take it easy? Enjoy a bit then think about it later or let it be? Since no matter how I ponder I still can’t actually help my parents in the financial problems. Instead, I should have planned my research and work it with effort and pray that I will be able to graduate faster and finally get into a proper job.

I know exactly what I should do but still I can’t stop worrying..

What a 矛盾 person I am….