2013年7月29日月曜日

傻瓜的眼淚



有一個傻瓜喜歡上一個女生,女生要求什麽傻瓜就馬上第一個做到。

就算自己不喜歡的事情,傻瓜也爲了逗那女生開心所以也咽下心中的不滿做給了那女生。

只是那女生心中根本沒有他,又或者說是太自我完全忽略了這傻瓜的心情。

傻瓜明知道自己受到不好的待遇,卻擔心傷害了女生脆弱的心靈,所以遇上不開心時傻瓜只有默默地收在心理,一笑而過。。

傻瓜的眼淚只有自己知道。

而他也笨笨的覺得這眼淚也是對那女生的一種愛。。。

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有一次,淩晨3點女生睡不着打電話給傻瓜要他馬上過來陪她。只是到了之後女生卻睡着了,沒有起來開門給傻瓜。

傻瓜一個人門外等候:

5分鐘
25分鐘
5小時
徹夜沒睡。

到了早上女生看見傻瓜卻問你怎麽這麽不貼心沒幫我買早餐呢??

睡不着的事件一直發生,傻瓜也一直被女生抛在門外。。

1次,10次,15次,20次,25次,30次。。

傻瓜是傻,比一般人遲些發現對自己不利的事情,然而再傻也好也有最終變聰明的一天。。

愛情使人變傻,時間卻使人變聰明

好好珍惜那些寧願為你變傻的聰明人,不然
傻瓜的眼淚是會乾的。。

2013年7月19日金曜日

[Cover] Goddess of Fire Jung Yi - Tears are also love



They released the 1st OST of the Korean Drama: Goddess of Fire Jung yi yesterday- Tears are also love. I’m totally in love with this song and keep on listening to this song. And so I decided to make a simple piano cover of this song. It’s very simple and not perfect, nonetheless I’m willing to accept critics ~ Hope you guys like it ^^

2013年7月18日木曜日

The Enneagram Test 九型人格测试(36题)

So my friend told me to have a go for this test, and I got myself a Type four : the individualist.
I'm not sure whether it's accurate or not, but then again it's worth a try~

Mandarin version: http://types.yuzeli.com/survey/nine36
English version: https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/dis_sample_36.asp#.UefrOKxS6Vs

I did both and they got me the same answer.

Type Four in Brief

Fours are self-aware, sensitive, and reserved. They are emotionally honest, creative, and personal, but can also be moody and self-conscious. Withholding themselves from others due to feeling vulnerable and defective, they can also feel disdainful and exempt from ordinary ways of living. They typically have problems with melancholy, self-indulgence, and self-pity. At their Best: inspired and highly creative, they are able to renew themselves and transform their experiences.
  • Basic Fear: That they have no identity or personal significance
  • Basic Desire: To find themselves and their significance (to create an
       identity)
  • Enneagram Four with a Three-Wing: "The Aristocrat"
  • Enneagram Four with a Five-Wing: "The Bohemian"
Key Motivations: Want to express themselves and their individuality, to create and surround themselves with beauty, to maintain certain moods and feelings, to withdraw to protect their self-image, to take care of emotional needs before attending to anything else, to attract a "rescuer."

The Meaning of the Arrows (in brief)

When moving in their Direction of Disintegration (stress), aloof Fours suddenly become over-involved and clinging at Two. However, when moving in their Direction of Integration (growth), envious, emotionally turbulent Fours become more objective and principled, like healthy Ones.
Examples: Rumi, Frédéric Chopin, Pyotr I Tchaikovsky, Gustav Mahler, Jackie Kennedy Onassis, Edgar Allen Poe, Yukio Mishima, Virginia Woolf, Anne Frank , Karen Blixen / Isak Dinesen, Anaîs Nin, Tennessee Williams, J.D. Salinger, Anne Rice, Frida Kahlo, Diane Arbus, Martha Graham, Rudolf Nureyev, Cindy Sherman, Hank Williams, Billie Holiday, Judy Garland, Maria Callas, Miles Davis, Keith Jarrett, Joni Mitchell, Bob Dylan, Paul Simon, Leonard Cohen, Yusuf Islam (Cat Stevens), Ferron, Cher, Stevie Nicks, Annie Lennox, Prince, Sarah McLachlan, Alanis Morrisette, Feist, Florence ( + the Machine) Welch, Ingmar Bergman, Lars von Trier, Marlon Brando, Jeremy Irons, Angelina Jolie, Winona Ryder, Kate Winslet, Nicolas Cage, Johnny Depp, Tattoo Artist Kat Von D., Magician Criss Angel, Streetcar Named Desire “Blanche duBois”

2013年7月15日月曜日

BoA - 천국과 지옥 사이 (Between Heaven And Hell)



Recently, this song keeps haunting my mind. Although I did not watch the drama, but, I’m totally in love with this terribly sad song~



차라리 미워하자 너를 안을수록 아파
아침이면 전부 잊고 너를 찾겠지만  
乾脆就恨吧,因為越是擁抱你我越難受
雖然每到早晨我恐怕又會將你忘記,又再度尋你

차라리 미뤄두자 못쓰게 버린 사랑
어떻게든 시간이란 우릴 흐를 테니
乾脆就再拖下去吧,反正已經是無用的愛情了
不管怎麼所謂的時間洪流仍會將我們給帶走

미안해 아직 너를 생각해서 사랑해서
결국엔 완전히 놓지도 못할 나라서
對不起,因為我還是會想你,依然愛著你
最後你面對的仍舊是無法完全放下你的我

* 하루만 사랑하자 거짓말만
너를 보면 잊고서 웃으면서
사랑해버리는 나를
*再多愛一天吧…….儘管這又會是謊言
若能再看你一眼、又能全都遺忘,又能重新懷抱著笑容
(再愛)已經徹底愛上了的我吧

하루라도 잊어보자 지킬 말만
너를 보면 아프면서 울면서
다짐만 하는
너를 두고 오가는 천국과 지옥 사이
*就算一天也好,忘掉吧….儘管這是無法實現的話
但若不能看見你,卻又會心痛起來,卻又會心痛著一邊流淚
我只會白白下定決心而已
我遊走在放下你之後的天國與地獄之間

잊으려 볼수록 다가온 니가 밉다
닿을 수도 수도 없을 거리라서
越是嘗試要遺忘,越是恨朝我走來的你
因為你走的是無法接近卻又無法不看的一條街道

웃을게 니가 다는 모르도록 마음을
결국엔 마음 주지도 못할 거라서
好笑的是,你似乎一點也不了解我的心
因為我最後連這份心意都無法再給了

* 하루만 사랑하자 거짓말만
너를 보면 잊고서 웃으면서
사랑해버리는 나를
*再多愛一天吧…….儘管這又會是謊言
若能再看你一眼、又能全都遺忘,又能重新懷抱著笑容
(再愛)已經徹底愛上了的我吧

하루라도 잊어보자 지킬 말만
너를 보면 아프면서 울면서
다짐만 하는
너를 두고 오가는 천국과 지옥 사이
*就算一天也好,忘掉吧….儘管這又是無法實現的話
但若不能看見你,卻又會心痛著一邊流淚
我只是白白下了決心而已
我遊走在放下你之後的天國與地獄之間

第三者・その二



與朋友聊著聊著,朋友又了我一個問題:



如果你的感情出現第三者,你又會如何呢??

如果還只是男女朋友的話,一旦發現我會提出分手。畢竟是不愛了所以才會有第三者,因此何必浪費彼此的時間呢??

一旦分手,一定會馬上消失不再聯絡。分手了還是朋友這類的東西我做不到。這一來對得起下一段戀情的‘他’不讓‘他’不安和不愉快,二來也對得起自己的良心。爲了懷念那段感情的餘溫而選擇做朋友,剪不斷理還亂。對我來説既不理智也猶如乞討般沒有尊嚴。

沒錯,我是個黑白分明狠心的傢伙。不過這也正因爲我是個脆弱的人,所以才如刺蝟一樣用尖銳傷人的刺,來包圍保護自己。。

那若是結婚后出現第三者呢??

那時候,我會忍耐和原諒。婚姻是神聖的,不能隨隨便便一旦遇到小挫折就說要離婚。畢竟婚姻這事情,自己也有該負責的責任。然而,另一半再三出軌的話,最後也還是會選擇離開。人的忍耐是有限的,更何況竟然利用自己的‘憐憫心’來出軌,這種態度完全不能接受。。充滿欺騙,骯髒的婚姻,噁心死了。。

感情、婚姻,原本就是一條難走的路。最終惟有坦誠和溝通才能細水長流。。